I did gain. 2-3 kgs + my clothes seem smaller.
Stupid depression. Stupid binges.
But I’m trying to get back. I bought a juicer and I’m into juicing veggies.
No more peanut butter binges. In fact, i’d be staying away from it not until I lose what I gained and my shorts will be comfortably fitted for me.
And I have to get back to my doctor again. My capillary blood sugar spiked up all of a sudden, and I’m going to go and know whether diabetes plagues me. I hope not.
I AM GOING TO GET FIT AND HEALTHY! Mark my f*ckin word.
So, I randomly checked my capillary blood sugar right after I woke up this morning, and I don’t like what I saw.
It’s like 119mg/dl! Are you freakin’ kidding me? I figured there must be something wrong with my whole insulin system. How the hell did it spike up? Like, I haven’t eaten a lot of carbs the last few days. In fact, I barely even ate (except for that peanut butter binge and peanuts), not until recently had I began to eat in balanced proportions.
On the other hand, maybe this is because of the freaking peanut butter binge I had for the last few months or so?
The last time I checked, which was 2 months ago, it was like around 70 or something. I even got to 50 once.
I haven’t seen my endocrinologist for over a year now. The last time I’ve been to his clinic was during my follow up check-up after I had Dengue Fever. He is so going to be surprised to see me again. I gained what, around 4-5 kgs? (I lost sooo much weight during and after I was sick). Guess more work-ups. And I like needles and blood, so that won’t be a problem for me, at least.
This depression thing sucks big time. 2014 isn’t really my year.